How was I to know, that all my dreams I made while I was with you, would become my nightmares.
Everyday I was so far way, far away from everyone in a world of my own. Where I become sad and unhappy, just because I didn’t choice to fit in. there is no one to blame apart from myself and now I have taken the steps that wont make me proud. All I have done is run away from it all. I will never get to have that chance again to be apart of your life. I have messed it up thrown it all away. .