The haunting

Awaken with fear
Visions of the knife
Silver and sharp
Theres no one to care
I'm about to end my life

You're there but you're not listening
You're not caring
That my life's a walking nightmare
Its haunting me
My mind is ruined
By things Ive become

I'm falling down with the rest of them
While trying not to be them
This needle sliding across my arm
Stings so much
But yet, I cant stop