Life Lesson

You know,
I'm giving up on loving you.
I just can't take the pain you have put me through.
Deep down I know that the feelings are always going to be there,
Maybe, just maybe, someday you will actually care.
At least for now I can hide my pain.
Our time apart has made me realize there are no second chances with guys,
I almost had you back one time,
But you changed your mind.
All of the excuses you have told me,
Are getting really lame and old.
We never talk anymore.
It's like a room to your life,
And you've slammed the door.
Now I know what love is all about.
One minute you're happy,
The next,
You cry and cry,
Where the truth becomes all lies.
All in all it never ends good,
But when again, who thought it would?