Until My Death.

There were times
And there were days
When I'd push you farther
And farther away.

It's not that I wanted to do that
Or that I didn't love you
It's just sometimes I was ashamed
And I couldn't look at you.

I was afraid of what you'd think
Scared of what you might see
So I put down my head
And just leave.

But I'm so sorry
I should have been sweet
I would have made you proud
If you only waited it out with me.

But you just left
And I am not mad
I'd still follow you anywhere
Anywhere that you had asked.

I can't forget this
But I can forgive you
The only thing I ask in return
Is that you forgive me too.

Times get hard
Words are cruel
But I would have always been there
We would have made it through.

If only you have stayed
And just have cared
We would have helped each other
We would have, I swear.

There is so much I have to tell you
So much you need to know
I have really changed
And I hope it really shows.

I am happier than before
I am moving on now
Somewhere you're still in my mind
But you're not there somehow.

I guess sometimes I just miss you
Other times my my mind just forgets
But I'll love you forever
Until it's my time for death.