Will you forgive me?

You may be gone,
but your not that
far.

When I need you, I
just call "Come to me,
friend. I need your help."

But when you came, you
you felt with me the
love thats inside me
waiting to burst.

I offered it to you, but
I just got hurt.

Now, my friend, rest in peace,
I had to decide between you
and me, but it was so easy,
I just pulled out the gun.

Now, you are gone, and I am
at peace, though I may join
you sooner than you think.

So, I thank you now, and hate
you later.

Just remember, I love you and, oh
one more thing?
Will you for give me?