Nothing to believe in

I never really asked for much,
I never really wanted more.
I never allowed my feelings
To be carried through the door.

My feelings always stayed inside,
trapped inside my room.
And when i walked inside,
My life was suddenly doomed.

The pain, the hurt,
The sudden agony
Is more then enough
to overwhelm me.

The knife that's hidden
Leaves the scars,
And constantly reminds me
a happy life is just too far.

So when they call me down for dinner,
I simply roll down my sleeves.
It proves to me,
There's nothing left to believe.