Put On A Show

How do you figure this is my fault?
You hit me with this vicious assault
You say I'm making it a big deal
But you just don't care how I feel
You told me to put on a show
To not let them know
So I thought you talked to me
So they all could see
But inside it's me you were hating
Because you thought I was mad that you were dating
But you maybe actually forgave that crap which was fake
You just make my head ache
How can I tell
If all was well
When you won't tell me
Make me see
That it wasn't over
You just think I'm immature
How am I the one to blame?
You try to leave me with this shame
I know now I'm losing you
Even though I held our friendship true
Why are you being this way?
What else do I have to pay?
Crying
Dying
Leave me alone
The winds already blown
I don't want to hear your voice
I don't need to hear your choice
I'm leaving now
If you will allow
To go sink my head into my pillow
So my anger won't billow
And cry out my heart
Isn't that what you wanted from the start?

*-Sky-*
I'm not going to explain this one, the person who is supposed to know the inside part, knows, I honestly don't see how this is my fault