I've made many mistakes.
too many to mention.
I've made many mistakes,
that still haven't gotten your attention.
i don't know what to do now.
my heart is slowing down.
i don't like where this is going,
and i need to start knowing,
what I'm supposed to do,
now that I'm without you.
someone help me
with this pain that i can't see.
for this broken little heart,
needs a new start.
it has confused itself,
and now thinks that it needs help.
but it's only help from you that it seeks,
and i don't think you can help me, I'm too weak.
this isn't going to end.
we're not even friends.
it's my fault though,
and now i know.
I've pushed you away,
hoping that you'd stay.
but i knew you'd have to give up,
when we weren't in love.
but i still think of you as mine,
i think of that all the time.
now you want someone new,
and I've got someone too.
but that doesn't matter.
my heart grows fatter,
trying to find love.
trying to get that feeling from up above.
but I've lost it.
you took it away bit by bit.
you didn't realize.
and neither did i.
i want you to still want me.
even though we can't be,
and even though i don't want you,
i still want you to.
