Why?

You're my only sister,
the one I look up too,
why do you say these hateful words?
I can't help but dissapoint you too.

When you agree with what they say,
even if you know I'm down,
Why must you hate me so?
And push me to the ground.

I know I'm not good enough,
you make that very clear,
you saw water fall from my cheek,
and passed it as the rain not knowing it was a tear.

Maybe I'll leave your words,
let you have your way,
doing this to me,
how can you expect me to stay?