I feel like cryin or maybe dyin..
what does it matter u wont care if im gone anyway..
my lifes not over so why bother dreadin over this pain
u leave me with. everytime i talk to u,
ever time i see u..
it just brings tears to my face like im a new born baby ...
clearing my lungs for the first time..& it hurts like hell... u leave me with little or no hope..
yell, scream something stupid at me
i know thats were this conversation will truly end.
tears fall like waterfalls, fears become so real,
dreams become so unclear..
just say it dad. say it..
i scream so loud my lungs give out,
i cry so hard that bullets come out,
i hate so hard i broke my own heart.
break it down, tear it apart,
shatter it all till theres nothing left.
make it die and make it breath with new life it shall see.
the real side of you. the part that was held inside so dark so cold no one could hold inside.
it comes through, while it marks my face.
ppl stop and stare but they never ask.
they see what you do.. how u hurt me like so.
the mark u left sitll lingers under this skin..
brusises are gone but scares tell the story i feel
