OK so this is by far my favorite!
i know exactly how you felt when you wrote this. I too once dated a guy that held everything back and just pushed everyone away, i tried so hard to get to him and i did then what i found scared me. but i love your poems i have to say, you are very talented and you really speak from the heartt (where the best poems come from). keep up the good work and i look forward to reading your poems soon :)