Im going to miss you guys

I think im going to take my life
my kids are gone
i have the knife
and its around dawn

you say i wont see them for 2 years
that just rips my heart
stabs me like 100 spears
until it breaks apart

my beautiful babys smile
i wont see
it wont be for a while
unless i travel 100 000 miles

im willing to walk
to the end of earth
its not all talk
this pain feels like i gave birth

i dont know what im going to do
i know im going to cry
with out you
i want to die

i hope you come back
your so cute when you sleep
theres nothing you lack
your going to make me weep