These six words

Aggression, Frustration, Scared, Tired, Sorry, Hate.
6 words attacking me from every direction.

I hide my anger and clench my fists when I'm within the four walls of my "my friends".
I scream at her for no reason, shes scared and I'm afraid of myself. When will it end?

At times I bash through those walls but still holding that smile on my face.
My eyes are bleeding, my hands tied shut, fists ready to fly, where is my angel that calls my name?

He sat watching me from a far, he made me feel safe, like I didn't need anyone else.
I fell asleep every night, knowing I'd see him the day next.
But he had another life to fulfill, no one can replace him, well none that i have found.

Time has changed, I'm jail gated and cant figure out why, wheres my key out.

Desperation, attention, just look at me.
7 years bad luck, I smashed the mirror I always looked through.

Concentrate, take deep breaths, don't be afraid to scream. Wise words from those cocky people.

Abs, Pecks, just a defined body.
What can I say I know what i want and when I want it hunny.

Desires, My temptation, this fear and numbness came over my body. I ran down those streets, until I fell at his feet.
He picked me up and said I'm sorry, but it takes more than an apology, its more than two words, its my whole life thats ruined not yours