Why? why did you have to leave me?
why did it have to hurt so bad?
why did i have to be so mean?
why didn't i tell you?
why did i have to cry?
why did i tell you such a lie?
now i hurt
now i know
now i can see that it was meant to be
why did you have to go?
why couldn't it have been me?
why couldn't i have told you that i love you?
why didn't i say that i was sorry?
why didn't i say goodbye?
these questions i cant answer
but momma
I'm sorry for making you hurt
I'm sorry for telling you such a lie
i wish i could take it all back
i wish i could see you one more time
i wish i could say i was sorry
and i wish i had the strength to tell you goodbye
this is how i feel about my mom, before she died i was a real b***h to her.
