No One Understands

*No one understands
no one sees
in their eyes
my smile is real
and I am happy
they don't know what I really feel
*that my tears do fall
and my wrists get cut
but no one understands
no one sees
*so I've made my decision
why live in a world of pain
when all it takes is a simple cut
and letting the blood run
then this pain would end
and my life would be done
*I want to die
right here and right now
so I take the blade
and make the cut
deep as can be
I let the blood run free
*Tears keep falling
my body is shaking
there's no mistaking
this is it
I'm finally gonna die
*this is what I've wanted
and dreamed of for so long
but now I'm finally doing it
given up on pretending to be strong
*but still I don't understand
what could I have done so wrong
to be cursed with this depression
this unbearable pain
*but I will not wonder anymore
I've taken the only way out
I knew my heart would never mend
now my life's over
I got my one wish
and that was for the pain to end