So Stupid

I don't know why I waited
I knew you wouldn't show
I knew this time was no different
Still, I can't seem to let you go.

Why is it you like to hurt me
And cause my heart to brake?
Why can't I just walk away
Knowing that to her your love you gave?

I feel so stupid
For believing you every word
Is that why you left with her
Cuz with me you were bored?

Well whatever the reason was
For fun, for love, or for her body
Just know that I'll no longer wait
Unless it was for an apology.

*Written: 5-23-06*