Fallen

When I look in the mirror
I don't even recognize myself
I'm filled with an unbearable sorrow
that my eyes unfold right before me
tears that graze down my face
remind me of how much I need you

your name is imprinted on my heart
your memory laced on my mind
how can I let go of the one
who brings me to grace
I would do anything just to take your place
without you my heart longs to die
take these broken wings and teach me how to fly

Death is a welcomed visitor to me
as I lay fallen in my own deceit
my need for intoxication arises
so I can bury my sober mind
from every tainted lie
and release myself from this torchered pain

Death take my life tonight
I have no more hope to win this fight
set this torchered soul free
so that again I can be me