I understand the pain behind this one and the feelings of just wanting to give up and die but the pain will still be there when you come back down and I find it hard yes, but better to just try to deal with it as it comes and get it over with =P
A great job at finding the right words to express the pain and loneliness that we can go through but if we choose then we can over come and it change it so we are in control instead of it controlling us ^.^

Wow, the flow on this was flawless. I can't really relate, though i know about self-harm.
You really did a good job with the wording and emotion.
love Tara-Kay
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