How Miserable You Are

Sometimes u just feel really depressed
and u don`t know why
but u can`t believe in yourself anymore
U feel like breaking down
and crying and crying
for hours
upon hours
u don`t want to live
yet u can`t die
and honestly for some people,
Life`s just not worth it.
But you`re stuck
in the middle
cause it`s bad if you live
and worse if you die.
U get that feeling in your throat
Your vision becomes blurry
and as soon as that tear drops
You know it`s too late to suck it back in
You let it all out
and the saddest part is,
U don`t even know why you`re crying
and when u do,
you cry harder because of the pain
You fool everyone with your smile
and yet they have not one clue
of how miserable you really are.