I hate you

I hate you and i know it wrong
but who left who standing here all alone
the pain inside me just builds up
not being open to family and friends
hurts so much more till the end
to hide my feeling till i die
which kills me even more inside
to quicken the pace of natures way
until theres no more pain to feel
i am so young and yet so hurt
never going to be OK
so bring more pain along
and wait till i am free from this
and get to see you once more