It doesn't matter

No matter where i run
no matter how hard i try
you'll always be overhead
drying my cries

i push you as far as i can
not wanting you to suffer
I'll pretend to be someone else
I'll be her

wishing you'll just leave
and not care for me anymore
you are no longer the one
i adore

please don't try to shine my world
don't be the sun no more

I'll run but you'll always
be overhead
you loving me
is something i dread

pushing you away
this isn't where you should be
the one you love
shouldn't be me