Here Im sittin alone, wondering into what ive grown.
You may be gone, but life moves on.
One by one these steps i take, part by part my own path i make.
i may never find where youre gone,
but life moves on.
youre gone and may never be back.
im stuck here confused, thinking what i lack.
all my days are getting shorter,
but the nights get long.
im stupid to b cryin over sumthin i never had,
But then everything in this world can change juust like that.
you think that all i right is a joke.
thinking about you all the time is making me choke.
But I berathe in really deep,
And take a blind leap.
Thinking ill be able to live without you.
No matter how hard I try, I cant stop thinking about you.
I remember that day, I was really stressed.
I was missing you as hell and feeling really depressed.
I saw you sitting in front of me in the cinema hall,
And then, you saved my life by giving me a call.
I donâ??t know, how I can ever thank you for that.
But damn, again im crying over something I never had.
But I think youll be mine someday, its like a premonition,
But outside I see the sun laughing at my condition.
Day in and day out, all I do is just cry.
But come to think of it, I really donâ??t know why.
And I donâ??t know why I cant fight the blues.
Because I havnt lost anything, I never had anything to lose.
I dont know why I write so long,
I think its all thatâ??s left in my life out of a sad song.
And now again there are tears in my eyes,
And if you want to, you may think these are all lies.
But seriously to you I have no complaints.
Im not being sarcastic I swear, youre actually like a saint.
Ill be yours forever, this promise to you I make.
I give you all my love, for the little bit of friendship that I take.
But now see myself in a large empty hall.
I want to bang my head against a wall, I want to fall,
Want to grow tall, want to give you a call,
But i know I cant have it all,
In fact, I cant have anything at all.
Im not even standing in this hall.
Im lying down.
Im so low I want to stick to the ground.
And die without a sound.....
But wait theres no hall anymore.
Ive had a lot of pain, but I can take a bit more.
Im not going to kill myself just s yet,
Im still breathing in the water, im just stuck in the net.
But the future, now we all can forsee.
How could I ever break free?
This life of captivity is what I really live.
And all the happiness left in me, to you I want to give,
But all the joy is over now, theres nothing left to give.
Im living on this wretched life, even when theres no cause to live.
Im an old man walking on with his wooden stick.
Im rocking in a chair, watching the clock tick.
Im on a hospital bed lying sick.
My life can take a lot courses, and go in many ways.
You drive my life, its driven by what you say.
The option is yours take a pick.
What are your orders? Now Im your slave.
Do you want me to dig my own grave.
