It Didn't Matter...

We laughed, we hurt, we tried
But it always was the same
One of us had to let go
The story of an unending game

We happened twice before
You gave it all you had
But I was always insecure
And I always made you sad

You always held my hand
Told me that I could make it through
You always had my back
Because I could count on you

You said that you loved me
That no one else compared
It didn't matter who else liked you
You said you didn't care

Now I'm sitting here wondering
About how I gave you all I had
Guess my insecurities were right
Because you ended up making me sad

I tried I swear I did
I made an effort this time around
I knew I wanted you
I was sure of what I found

But it didn't matter now did it?
Since it wasn't enough for you
Your friends sat there telling me
Of how you wanted more too

I can understand that
People's feelings can change
But why say all the things you said
Now it all seems so strange

I don't understand
What it is that I did wrong
Why this all hurts so much
Or when these feelings got so strong