I wont Remember

Choking on my screams,
Swallowing the crimson blood.
I had given it my all,
But nothing was ever enough.

There's a knot in my stomach,
Twisting tighter with each word.
I didn't want it to end like this,
But I always end up hurt.

I hope you know I was wrong,
I said so much I didn't mean.
Everything keeps replaying in my head,
Your face always haunting my dreams.

I'm sorry I mess things up,
Everything was my entire fault.
And no matter how much I love you,
I hope I wont remember you when I'm gone.