Remember..Remember..What you mean to me..

I was laying on the stone floor cold and weak,
Your attention I was slowing praying to seek.
I was confused, frustrated and mainly scared,
From now I knew you honestly cared.

I could see the severe anxious look in your eyes,
I had faintly heard your deep muffled cries.
The blood in my veins was pumping thick,
We could all hear the unsteady sound of the pendulums tick.

Whilst I watched the dark grey morbid skies,
Thinking for a second if I was really ready to die.
No one was around and no one had come,
I just wished you would save me. Anyone?

You had appeared as if by magic from afar,
Like the bright guardian angels tiny star.
You stood fixed by my side and peered down at me,
The trouble I had caused I could clearly see.

But you let it go. You held me close and tight,
I nervously clung to you with all my might.
I was steadily beginning to trust you,
And you believed in my inner self too.

You have always been there for me,
I have been all that I can be.
You have wiped away my poisoning acid tears,
And courageously fought away my sinned fears.

For all I know and all I can see is that you have always been here,
Taking that slow step each and every year.
You are the best person to be around,
And the most amazing person I have found.

Even if you may not be able to see me,
You are always there for me.
Through lightening, storms and even rain,
You take it from me and take it out on yourself. My pain.

For every crimson blood drop I have spilt,
For every acidic tear I have wept,
For all the pain that was just for you,
For all the secrets over the times.

You have finally noticed that ..I am the that girl that has lost her pretty sweet smile,
And I am that girl who has not cried out her pain in a while.
And I am the girl which is very insecure,
And I am the girl that you try to reassure.

I am the girl that is filled to the brim with pain,
And I am the girl who does not know what she is trying to gain.
And I am the girl that always trusts you.
And I hope you always remember that too.