I trusted you.....

I trusted you,
you let me down,
You let go,
made me fall to the ground,
I trusted you,
you were supposed to stop my suicidal thoughts,
you promised,
you said you weren't like the other frauds,

I trusted you,
Now tears pour like rain,
i trusted you,
now my body is filled with pain,
You promised you'd always be there,
but where are you now,
i held you tight,
but you got away someone how,

I trusted you with my friendship,
with my secrets and such,
now your gone,
and it's too much,
I trusted you,
but now I'm dying inside,
the tears are washing my heart away,
just like a tide,

i trusted you with every question and problem,
that's why i ran to you when i was sad,
now your gone,
along with every part of me you had,
a simple goodbye is all you said,
didn't even shed a tear,
now I'm alone,
and your not here,

i trusted you,
now I'm holding this gun in my hand,
it's my only release,
its going to take me to a new land,
loaded bullet,
finger on trigger,
pain released,
with a pull of the finger,

i trusted you,
the words play over and over in my head,
the end of our friendship,
by your eye no tear was shed,
Now I'm crying,
thinking of you with the gun in my hand,
our friendship meant so much,
with a pull of the trigger I'll be in a different land,

i trusted you,
i wrote it on the note,
a little rhyme,
that's what i wrote,
laid down,
set the note on my chest,
then i pulled the trigger,
now I'm set to rest,

what will you say,
what will you do,
when you find out you hurt me so bad that i killed myself,
how will you feel when you read the words i trusted you,
i scratched your name in my arm,
now it's scarred there,
now that I'm dead,
it's funny to know you cared,

well got to go,
god is calling me to judge me,
i wonder if i get to go to heaven,
I'll just have to see,
to bad i can't here what your going to say,
or what your going to do,
when you read the words baby i trusted you................

by, Denysia Chapman-Madden