Always me

by XfaithXtrustXloveX   May 6, 2007


Brothers and sister always against me
I don't know why, so why can it be
I never have a friend to play with
I'm always being tease and kicked and punched
By the people my parents call my sisters and brother
I don't know what to do I sit alone in a corner and cry
Myself to sleep
Yes, its true all I do is weep
I don't know what I do to make them tease me
All I do is sit and weep about yesterday
And they tease me today
I rarely can invite friends cause I'm blamed for what
My siblings do so i get grounded and when I'm lucky I
Can use the computer but then the teasing begin
At night I go outside to cry
But the people that pass by
Look at me like saying she doesn't fit in anywhere
At school I'm new so I haven't pick my best friend yet
At lunch I sit alone
And even at school I'm pushed and kicked as if they Were my brothers and sisters
They also call me names
I have no defense
It's like i live with my bullies
Imagen they make me do their homework and they are 7 kids in my family I never have time to play they Sports I love only when I get lucky
But otherwise my butt on my chair the pencil in my hand
Paper in front and I write away
Sometimes I wish I can run away from this family
But then I think of my mother
And how I love her
But she never has time for me
Only if i get lucky and I say up to 1:00 in the morning
And she can help me with my homework
I Barley she my dad
It may be true what my sister says I'm not really part
Of this family
'Cause I never played with my sisters
I never heard my brothers say "Thanks your the best"
I never heard a nice word in my life except once and
It was in a fairy tale
I wish that Fairy tale would come true but in my way
Cause I want to hear my mother say "I love you"
But i want her to say it in front of my out for her mouth
And i want to see my dad with my own eyes
Cause i want to believe what i hear my sisters say
Hes kind and always smiles
But how do I know Its true
How do you?

(If you read this much thank u its the only way i can give out my pain and as i type this my crying tears are falling down my face like a race once again thank you i mean it)

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