Her sweet suicide

She is alone in her room
with her blade sitting in her
hand a waiting to crawl
across and down her wrist

she wishes the blade doesn't
win all the time she wants
to stop all these horrible scares
and memories her family hates

her they abuse her even her
younger brothers everyone
has complete control over
her even the shiny sharp blade

she was only young when
a friend of the family
raped her she didn't know
what he was doing until now

she wants to escape this
pain soon but the only
way she is thinking is suicide
she has no other choice if

she wants to run away or
stop all her pain so she
spends the next few nights
thinking how is she going

to end she finally decides
how she is going to do it
and now she thinks of the
date her 15th birthday

when that finally came she
was ready she got up really
early git up made sure
everyone was still asleep

went into the kitchen grabbed
the biggest sharpest knife went
into her room text her friends
then slit her wrist along the

veins has she is laying there
in silence bleeding to death
thinking what she had done
was right then she thought about

she supporting friends wanting
to turn back the time but she
cant she is now has she slowly
died her friends got her goodbye

text they run to her house to find
her dead in her room then they see
her to come a angel she is now free
has a bird from all the pain her

friends break down she tells them
she is going to be fine not to worry
about her and tells them her finally
goodbye then she disappears with a smile.