Love is a lie

Pretending i don't hate you,
And it's tearing me apart.
Pretending i still love you,
And you didn't break my heart.
Pretending i still give a damn,
And i don't wish you dead.
Pretending you're still everything,
And believe the words you said.
Pretending that i need you.
And i could never cope...
Pretending i dont want to kill you.
And hang you from a rope.