Okay again ..

As i lay on my bed ,
i watch the stars out the window .
my mind feels empty ,
and my heart - broken .

as i stare at the moon ,
i wonder .
i ask myself the stupidest things ,
that no one can answer - not even me .

i feel like half of me is missing ,
and i feel blind .
i feel like that girl ,
that is always left behind .

when people offend me ,
i have no reactions .
i guess i can control
my actions .

the only safest thing i can do is hide .
hide until the worries collide ,
and everythings okay again .