When The Sun Rises

Whenever the sun rises i think of you
I saw you pull out a gun
Hiding it under your shirt
One day you pulled it out at me
You wouldn't let me call the cops
I think of what a waste of life you blew away
I was always wondering if you were OK
All the memories have stayed with me
And all of them remind me of that day
All the bullets were all swept away
Lost and gone
Without any words to say
When the sun rises
I hate it because it reminds me of that face
The one that didn't even give a care for me
The tears that I've cried makes me want to stay
In your arms
But i hold myself back because i know that your gone
What hurts the most is when you said you never loved me
And fed me nothing to eat
Thats why i starve myself everyday wishing you would come back
To stay
But I don't want that because you hurt me
Everyday a person asks me if I'm OK
Obviously they heard about the thing that happened in the middle of may
I just shrug and say I'm losing control
And i want to lose it right now
Theres nothing to lose
But the life that i have
For the pain that you gave me
And the misery everyday
I just want to commit suicide
Nobody knows what goes on in my mind
So whenever the sun rises I'll think of you.....

Written By Keirsten