Can i trust someone?

What if i get into trouble?
or if they find out what I've done
i don't really want to kill myself
cos then that means he's won
i just want someone to understand me
theres so many bad people in my life
i don't know how to deal with them
i know i should cut deep with my knife
but its the only way i get rid of this pain
no one cares or wants to understand why
i have tried so many times to tell them
i guess my only option left is to die

saffie
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