Gone

One more glimpse
Just to see if he will look just one more time
I love him okay
Is that such a crime

Everyone tells me to let go and move on
You can only imagine how easy that is for them to say
They have never wanted to die
Never gone without eating all night and day

I am just another sad story
Another teenager that is in so deep
Do not say you understand
You do not know what it is like to cry yourself to sleep

So I just stand here alone
In the dark and pouring rain
I hope he is happy
Because he gets his pleasure from my pain

So I raise the gun to my head
As the last word plays of our song
I hope he remembers me
When I am finally gone.