Pure Agony

Could you imagine?
what it feels like
to have strong feelings for someone
who will never have those same feelings
for you

would you know how it feels?
to feel pain and agony
each day
because you will forever be "best friends"

What would you do?
if you told your best friend
you had feelings for him
and his response was "o"

How could you handle youself?
if you hold back tears
when you hear his name
or see him

How would you feel?
if he liked absolutely
every other girl
but you

Would you die?
because i am slowly inside
this pure agony
is slowly killing me