I'm slowly beginning to die
as the summer gets closer
and with each day that goes by
I think about how you will hold her
I know she will come back to you
how she'll break his heart
you know it too
and it's tearing me apart
what if you fall for her again?
when you come back,
will we be at an end?
will it be the two of you?
so when the summer comes
I will lay me down to sleep
the blade will do me no good
because then I'll never know
so as I cry after every sport
test, studies, jobs and more
I think about you and my breath gets short
wonder how much longer it will go on
I'll hold you to your promise still
and wear the ring until you're back
as I cry at the park
at our favorite spot
I wonder how i could hurt this bad
how it could tear me apart
how I cry over something once had
and that may never come back
until then, I will still wonder
what the world will be like once you're back
will you be mine
or will I cry one last time?
