The one thing I feared the most and cared about the most has just betrayed me
He betrayed me in the most horrifying and hurting way possible
I sob every day with just the thought I am nothing to you and that I will never be
This pain i am afraid to say is not washable
He said I was perfect. He said I was his. He said I was everything.
He lied and lied and went on with his lies.
He said so many things to me but yet I was considered nothing.
He is good actor because I believed his every lie, and that I can't deny.
I fell in love with someone I shouldn't have
I fell in love with someone who tore my heart in half
I fell in love with someone who wasn't true
I fell in love, which made my feelings turn blue
The funny thing about all of this is that even though he hurt me so
I still truly love him and respect him more
Am I crazy for thinking so? Am I crazy for loving more?
I will never know because my heart I cannot feel
Because my heart won't truly heal
