What my heart seeks

My mouth is fragile
cant fine the words to speak
stutter for more then just a while
trying to utter the thoughts i keep
my mouth cant seem to say
what my heart yearns to express
it wont vocalize what was on my lips all day
no more and no less
i just stand there dumbstruck
and the silence befall you and me
it makes me feel dumb and stuck
and i wonder what you see
i sometimes start
and try to say what on my mind
speaking frm the heart
but you never seem to fallow my line
so i withdraw, and bottle up once more
feel the tension rise
and sunken deep down to the cord
never can i meet your eyes
and state what my heart seek
never can i look upon ur face
and say what wont make my tears leek
once thoes words came and go like everyday speech
of love and misses, of foreverness and kisses...no lies no game
but now its so alien, another language that i wish someone would teach
how my heart would form the words it yearn to proclaim
how my heart will express what it holds inside
how can my mouth form the words that make me cry
i only wish i can reach dat distance shore
say what i want to..and say it all to you
so my heart wont hold a grudge no more...
satisfy my eagerness from the ceiling to the floor..