I myself cannot define the things thats going through my mind,
I cannot anymore take these burdens that pulls me down,
Words, they are not powerful enough to defy the gravity of my emotions
They are hard to utter - I would not know how to say these things to you
Saying that I need to be with you is just not enough, it was never enough
If only that my soul could venture through your mind and heart
To tell you and to make you feel what my every tears and my every fears mean,
To let you know what you are and what you really mean to me
- But Im not God, I could but only pray
Pray that someday, somehow these things that I cannot tell you
These things that is too hard to explain, too hard to define
These things that I could not make you feel because of me being afraid,
Afraid of loosing you because I think you would not understand
All of these, someday I hope that finally you understand.
But I could not wait for that someday to come, I just couldnt
Life is short, and I would want to spend it with you
To wake up and see the tender sunlight caress your porcelain face
Spend the rest of the day simply by being on your side and nothing else
Gaze at your eyes as your presence hold my heart close to you
Feel your warm hand as we watch the stars cross the velvet sky
I could not bear thinking, doing this and spending my life without you.
I'd rather be a mortal and have a day to spend with you,
Than have immortality and spend forever alone.
