This is what my heart says

Sittin here with paper and pencil in my hand.
Thinkin what to write down...
Just to get everything out..
Anything to take away my frown..
Every night I sleep..
I dream endlessly..
But wonderin' why its always so deep..
You stay on my mind 24/7..
But Im trying to make it stop..
But I cant..and im doin as best as i can..
In my head..you're just a friend..
But in my heart, you're everything that never ends..
My heart beats faster..
Everytime I hear that voice,
I dont hear anything else..
And makes me feel like I only have 1 choice..
But to listen to every word you say..
No matter how far..
Even if you're miles n miles away..
I dont know what its tryin' to make me feel..
But every word my heart says...
I know they're all real..
You've always stayed by myside..
Theres nothing else i could ever ask for..
But for you to understand what im feeling inside..
You deserve every lil good things i can give..
I'ma stick around..
By your side..is where i will never leave.

On my paper is where u wont find ur name..
Bcuz thats the 1st thing i wrote..
In my heart; is where i got chu down..
..Its what i called 'My important Note'..

I'm always goin be down with you..
I'ma stick around like i promised..
No matter what we have to go through..

I'ma cherish you for the rest of my life..
Cuz i kno life is hard..
But u gotta keep watever is keepin you alive..

Dayz gonna pass by..
Even months and years..
Im still gonna be here..
To wipe away every drop of ur tears..

U keep me in ur heart..
Cuz i'ma keep u in mine..
I'll do anything..
Just like i've been in the very 1st start..

p.s. i sent this to you to let you know that you are who i want for the rest of my life no matter what happens i will always feel the same...my love for you so true, when i say i love you im not sayin it cuz you said it first im saying it cuz i mean it or not just for the time to spare your love plus mine is...the heart that combines the two of us to make us one, i want us to be together i never want us to depart...and you tell me that you want the same....so im just assuming that we're on the same page. I wish i would call you i really do but when your number shows up on the bill...thats when your life will go down hill...if you could just stick it out and stay with me through all of this then in the end it will all pay off and all our pain and heartache can come to an end...cuz when you hurt i hurt to, when you cry i cry too. So listen to the words i speak its coming from way down deep inside, cuz it makes up for the tears that i have cried...so read this and truely know that im in it to win it and if you stay down with me...i'll be the best girl that you've eva had, its either ride with you or die, and i'd rather ride with you, than kill myself with suffering with such pain, so...understand what im telling you cuz its true...Steven...I wanna be with you and nobody else, and if it'll take for me to repeat it and repeat and tell my mom that we're still together, whether it'll take for my parents to disown me their own daughter...then so be it...cuz they cant take you away from me no more...i was blinded with out you and now...look at me ...i can finally see so listen to what i am saying cuz this isn't a lie...listen to me dont turn and walk away pplease please dont tell me goodbye....

I love you steven and i want you to know
im not going any where...
You need somebody to be there
Well you got her....shes sittin right here...