Letter to you

I wrote a letter for you today to tell you how I feel, I wrote you telling you about my feelings, and how I know they're real. I think I'll just throw it away, you've never cared for what I had to say. Maybe in time you will find my love is true, but until I know how you feel, I'll not say another word to you. Please try to understand and try to see my point of view, I don't want a f-buddy, I want someone for once to be my man, and to be true. I know now what to expect from you, with all your many lies, and all the times you've hurt my feelings, and made me stay up crying. I thought what we had was special something to be treasured all my life, about how I'll tell my children, how mommy became daddy's wife. Now I have nothing to show of this relationship, not even my own soul. I don't even have a blanket to throw over me when I'm cold. It makes me want to hate you, when I think of all the things you've done. All the things you said to me, and made me feel so dumb. I don't see how you can hurt someone you say you care so much about, to make them think you love them, then you kick them out. The only thing that hurts the most is the thing that will never heal, I hope someone will break your heart like you have broken mine, I hope they kick you to the curb, so you can see how it feels.....