I do not forget you

I really want you here with me. But I see that can not be. I really miss you and need you now.
I will not forget you, because you always made me smile. And you said that my smile could brighten up anyone's day, especially yours.
To forget you is to cause pain and agony. And that's not going to happen. Because you are my captain, and I will always love you and respect you. No matter the peril, I will not be hiding in the barrel.
But what I mostly want is you. You, who always seems to make me laugh and smile. You, who says your not flirting with me but you are. I know what I want, and it's you that I want. I love you.

(This poem is for my guy friend, Steven. And may he ask me out soon.)