I'll always remember,
That night when I lost you forever.
That night, when my world was shattered,
I realized you were all that really mattered.
If I hadnt overheard,
every line, every word,
I never would have known,
How intense the cancer had grown.
My life will never be the same again,
because of the night yours had to come to an end.
I never got to say good bye.
I didn't realize that you were about to die.
They shouldn't have tried to deny it,
or try to keep it quiet.
They shouldn't have tried to hide it from me,
It's not like I can't see.
I saw the vital signs, failing in front of me,
When I close my eyes, I can still see
They way things used to be
before my world crashed in on me.
You always told me to get along with my dad,
somedays I wish that i had,
but now that you're gone,
Theres no point in fixing what went wrong.
Without you, my life's forever changed,
even your room got re-arranged.
And I could hardly stand it.
Why does everything have to be different??
Because you left me that day,
The pain wont go away.
They said I would learn to live with it,
But almost 2 years later, I can barely stand it.
