Empty

I'm lost in the emptiness,
I'm drowning in the sadness.
Without you, I'm numb and broken.
There are so many words left unspoken.

Home isn't home anymore,
and never again will it be, like it was before.
It seems like everyone else has left go and moved on,
and I'm the only one left holding on.

I cling to every memory, though there fading fast.
I'm struggling to hold on to the past.
The depression is slowly killing me,
But I hide it, I'll never let anyone see.

Images wont get out of my head,
constantly thinking about what I never said.
They say nothing is as bad as it seems,
but now, all thats left are memories and broken dreams.

I just wanted to take your pain away,
But all I could do was sit and watch you slowly fade away.
Unaware of what was going on around you,
I was so confused, I didn't know what to do.

Family fighting like they always do...
When all that mattered was you.
My whole life has been turned around,
After I watched them lower you into the ground.