A letter to josh

Walking alone down a dark narrow street,rain falling softly at my feet,I'm completely lost though i know where i am,my life pouring crimson down where i stand, i remember your smile,i see your face, and have all these memories of you i cannot erase. I've been trying to hard to leave my past behind, to finally move on, to put you out of my mind. but your kiss i still taste ,and your laugh i still hear, and as my hair blows across, my face the rain dances with my tears.

exhausted and fading, i surrender to pain, and as darkness closes in i watch my fade in the rain. your all i want, your all i need, and yet you stand there and watch me bleed, my darkest fears are closing in, i cry your name but no sound comes out, I'm all alone in this fight with myself. and as i fall into space, your kiss is all i can taste, your laugh is all i can hear, and when all my defenses hit the ground, i scream and finally make a sound, but your and moved on, I'm to late, its over, and know that now. and when it rains i will think of you, until the next time you say, ashley i love you too......