Pain is my companion
and agony my friend
i dont write my story..
i dont decide when it ends
i want all sorrows of the world
to be mine and mine alone
i want it to leave me numb
you could tear me apart and
hear no moan
scars were always there
but i was led to believe
time has the power to heal
so then y is my heart still scard
no more do i feel joy, anger, or love
no more do i cry before i sleep
becuz finally i have gotten used to the pain
now its a part of me... a part of who i am
pleasure in pain is my motto
i weepb only for others.. i dont feel my pain
i feel thiers.... becuz thats what i asked for
now day and night i weep for the sacrafised,
the slain, i no longer weep in my own name.....
for this life... i am the one to blame
