I'm scared for my friend.
I'm scared for her life.
I'm scared for her wellbeing.
I'm scared for her.
I'm scared her emotions will take over someday
even though she says northing's wrong and every thing's fine
i can't help but feel she's just covering the pain with a fake smile.
i don't want her to give me a fake smile. i don't want any of her fake reassurances.
i don't want her to feel like she doesn't have anything to live for.
i want her to enjoy life. i want her to breathe again.
i want her to be happy. i don't want her to just accept fate as it is, and keep on hiding her emotions, bottling it up.
i want her to express her emotions freely, in a healthy way. i don't want her to be like this.
i don't want to be the friend of another suicide victim.
i want to be the friend that helps create a survivor.
