This world is so dark and cold around me
the meaning of my life i just can't see
my mind is so full but also so blank
some times i just wish i could fade
I'm running away but not getting any where
why can't life in this world just be fair
i guess my luck just isn't that grate
maybe being a failure is my fate
I've tried to reach out but there's no one there
to show me they love me to show me they care
i have so much loss, hurt, frustration, and pain
I'm afraid i will never love another again
the only love i have is for my family and beautiful kid
but they took him away they really did
i have so much anger and envy built up deep down inside
i just don't know how to take it i just brake down and cry
I'm fighting a battle i fear i will not win
where this all started i don't know where to begin
I'm not to sure who i am no more
it seems like this is going to be a never ending war
but i will not give up i will continue to fight
even if it takes most of my life
because once i win i can hold my head up high
and see every one look at me with pride.
