I tryed telling you about the cutting,
I didn't want you to know though.
You were reading my poems when you had no right to.
You sayed you care,
But no, we both know that is a lie.
I have wanted to die so meany times.
I showed you the frist cut, you were the only one I wanted to know.
I thought you would help me.
but you said.
Yeah it's a cut but not a "cut".
That just mead it worst.
All Iwanted to do was die.
I told you again about the 3rd time the cuttes happened,
But you only truned away laughing.
All I wanted was for you to care.
I am so scared,
It might go to far.
I have wanted you there so meany times.
But your not.
I just wanted us to talk.
Why don't you belive me?
Do you think my life is perfect?
We have the same family, can't you see the pain within?
But it never seems to get through.
Couldn't you have been there sooner?
How couldn't you see me hurtting?
I am your only sister.
My dear brother, I don't want you.
I NEED you.
Your only 2 years older, shouldn't you have seen?
But don't tell, thats the last thing I want.
I know your reading this so please,
Don't care for me,
Enlast you love me.
Don't love me,
Enlast you care for me.
I don't want you anymore.
I wanted you so long ago.
