I wonder how long these memories will last
i can't seem to get rid of my bad past
every day is so cold and so dark
my mind is slipping I'm falling apart
I've been wounded oh so deep
all most every night i cry myself to sleep
i feel so lonely, lost, and confused
i can't live my life like this i don't know what to do
i want to run on but there's no place to go
there's just this broken abandoned road
i still don't understand why this has all happened to me
i just want to go away, i want to be free
i wish i could go back to the past and make it right
but i know i can't do that i guess thats just apart of life
so i will just have to put up with this hurt and pain
i know i wont change i will just remain the same
so i will walk this abandoned road day by day
hopping that i will reach the end of it for this i pray.