All because I was his girlfriend,
my life turned all messed up
all because I was his girlfriend,
the only thing we say to each other is 'What's up?'
never will he realize..
that we've traded in..
a friendship that would've lasted forever..
for something worse that it has been..
I stare outside my window every night..
wishing upon that special star..
hoping.. wondering.. thinking..
wherever you are...
"Please let him forever be my best friend,"
I make the same wish every night..
"Please.. forgive me for my foolish actions.
I wish, I wish.. we were again so tight.\"
again, the last teardrops fall..
right before I rest my eyes..
then I hope for it all..
I dream of my surprise:
I would go to school,
and there he would be..
I would sit down ..
and he would sit next to me..
then, we would laugh,
we would smile
we would tell secrets..
and it would all be worth while..
but then.. I wake up..
another regular day..
it was all a dream..
I sob to myself and say,
"All because I was his girlfriend..
he will never again talk to me..
Now I wonder what is would've been like..
if he were still best friends with... me..."
